17/06/2024
MY STORY 👍..... Episode 3
God knows the end from the beginning, he's the only one who can guide us through the right path. I didn't understand what that man was saying in my dream at that point, it didn't make sense to me.
Now I understand better, if I had gone through School as a single lady, maybe I would have graduated as a feminist, a terrible one at that, I started manifesting the symptoms of feminism from childhood, but my mom would always rebuke me🤪
As I went back to school, I continued having suitors, I wasn't emotionally attached to any of them but I would go out with them, cruise around town, chop money 💰 and go back to my hostel.
The more a man spoke so much about love and how much he loves me, the more I watch him with a magnifying lense, from a distance🙄
Bearing in mind the promise I made to my dream friend, to marry in my first year, I thought things through and made some decisions:
1)I would tell any man who wants to marry me that I'm not ready for marriage and that I have no desire to be a man's wife at that point, that the only thing on my mind is my future which marriage is not part of it.
I would tell the man that if he can convince me to marry him and also make me to desire marriage, that I would marry him at once.
1) I went to school with my altar, I would write the name of any man that approached me for marriage, place it on my alter and pray with it for nine days, fasting with midnight prayer daily irrespective of who the man is.
I'm not sending you to go on hunger strike o🤷
Most times, I would have a dream before the end of that nine days, sometimes I would dream of the real personality of the man and sometimes I will just develop hatred for the man to the extent that even the sound of his voice irritates me and that will be the end.
On that faithful day, 27th of April 2011, I met my husbandman, it was hatred at first site🤣 I didn't like him one bit, I didn't even want to waste my time praying about it🤷
He became a troublesome and stubborn, he never allowed my phone to rest and I didn't like it, I decided to ask him his church and he mentioned Living Faith 🙄🙄, I immediately concluded the matter, I decided not to waste my fasting and prayer ni🤷🤷
One night, I had a dream where my mum was telling me to give him a chance by praying my normal prayer, she said I should trust God to guide me instead of relying on my own understanding.
After some time I decided to pray my Ogbonge nine days prayer and fasting.
The story will continue later👍
God is not a man, he's wiser than you can ever be. Most times we loose our God given husband or wife because we decide to use this our small brain to analyze and conclude the matter instead of trusting God to guide us🤷
God knows the past you don't know, he knows the present, and he sees the future you can't see.
I never used my mouth to accept or reject any man, I allowed prayer to guide me.
Don't be too quick to conclude, allow the Holy Spirit to guide you.
The more you insist on your own way, the more God steps aside and watch you from a distance.
Don't trust your brain more than God, rejecting a spouse because of what your mind is telling you might be disastrous.
IS GOD GUIDING YOU, OR ARE YOU SIMPLY FOLLOWING YOUR INSTINCT?🤔
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