Deep insights

02/06/2024

Happy beautiful June and may God give us sincere lovers this month

04/05/2024

You will know a sincere friend not only when in need but when success comes.
Success breads jealousy,becareful

08/04/2024

Lets grow together, I follow back immediately

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18/03/2024

slow down , you are been too hard on yourself, work , pray and be calm , everything will soon fall in place

peace to every troubled soul❤️

17/03/2024

Life is beautiful and easy when you believe in God and express hope for a better future no matter how bad the situation seems

16/02/2024

still in the spirit of valentine
what is your love language ❤️❤️

24/01/2024

The process

John had a serious argument with his finance, he could not understand why after he didn't notice all these years that she can't be a good wife

oh after I have fallen deeply in love with her , John cried as he start off the ignition of his car heading towards the Clifford road.

If I had known, Jane cried in her room, I won't invest all these time and emotions. the pain was so deep that she lost appetite for the night's food, and decided to cry her self to sleep. her world seems crushing on her, how could her sweet love turn into something else.
how could all she plan for her life came crushing within a twinkle of eye.
Was John this demanding and mean and she never noticed all these years, was it the thought of marriage that changed him, she had plenty questions in her head bit couldn't give answer to any of them.

Life indeed is pain and unfair, she cried as she rapped herself on the bed with the echoing headache

No I can't continue with this red flag , she affirmed her painfully.

The argument broke out in the sitting room when John was blaming her aunty who got kicked out her matrimonial home for not been submissive and submitting her salary to her husband

Jane had of it and decided to come in with a subtle reminder that the aunty has the right to keep her money, that was when John gave her the shock of her life, that she took must submit her salary after marriage 🥺🥺He told him that independent women ended once she gets married, if they spend his money for the family , hers is not an exception......

To be continued.........
what will you do if you are Jane.?
Do you have same belief as John

05/10/2023

To think it now , is to become it later with work and patience.
whatever your mind can not imagine, your hands can not grasp it

Be free to dream big ❤️❤️

30/09/2023

Praying for a better October ❤️❤️❤️

31/08/2023

Welcome to a fruitful September ❤️❤️
Happy New month

28/08/2023

until you concentrate on building a better you, you will always make mistakes

06/08/2023

The world will never stop because you are hurt. yes it is painful, you were offended,it is time step out of the pity party and live again ❤️ more beautiful days ahead

01/08/2023

Happy New month family ❤️❤️

Remember this👇 and know peace this month

25/07/2023

Always Be Patient with yourself, every stage in life is time bound ❤️

22/07/2023

02/07/2023

power of influence.

Recently I saw a picture of an mum talking care of her autistic daughter, I liked it (out of appreciation)and followed her.

gradually I started seeing other videos of different deformed kids , gradually I started having impression that anyone can have a child with defect , sometimes I will rebuke it not my child but the impression,mindset and belief gradually kept building

until two days evening, it struck to my spirit that I am giving devil a privilege to sow an evil seed , to operate badly on my baby
I rushed and unfollow all those videos, prayed.

sincerely What you tolerate, the people you accepted gradually rub off on you and sharpen your life. It is not about holy or godly you are or how you prayed but life principle

resist whatever you don't want to become. Be intentional in all area of your life, life is never magic

05/06/2023

Father Dennis End..

The journey of my s*xual intimacy with father Dennis continued in secret.He promised me that nobody will know.
At 14 I was already an expert and addict, he introduced to all kind of styles, my fragile body was used to different positions and angles.

money was never my problem, I know all expensive hotels in the town because I am always selected to represent my parish youth in retreats that sometimes never existed.
who could ever think of such.

I remembered the early days that my mind was still taunting me, I remember telling my mother that Father Dennis pressed my breast, 😭😭 the beating I got that day hmmmm could they believe that it is above touching that I , the holy Mary of the house is a s*x toy, I can fire from night till dawn, can they ever believe that our family prayer warrior is their biggest enemy.

The deed continued until one of the father's boy secretly caught us , and decided to take a taste of his own bite, that is how George became another s*x partner before my 15th birthday
I discovered that s*x with the younger chap is sweeter , I decided to open more doors to school boyfriends while father Dennis continued to be the sugar daddy and financial pillar. I received so many gifts from father officially through my parents , to them it is a reward of good religious deed but we know it is the reward of my bedmatics

At 16, I have already had 4abortions all expenses paid by Father Dennis with knowledge of many preventive pills

we continued peacefully even after he was transferred from our parish until father Dennis discovered that he is sharing his food with other younger men, he felt he is going to loose control of his personal food soon, his dreams of sending to University and having me always all to himself seem threatened.

He became angry and jealous, he kept threatening and reminded that I should know nobody will believe me even if I decided to expose him.

I became an addict, lost interest in many things, I lost self confidence in myself but I never stopped holding on my pleasure pot , it became food for many for different reasons even before my 18th birthday.

But my world came breaking when I discovered I am pregnant for the 6th time regardless of all my protective measures and this time around it wasn't father Dennis alone and he refused to take responsibility, he refused to help me with the normal abortion, he refused to call his usual doctor and my young mind don't even know how and where to start😭😭😭😭😭

I was lost with a death threat from father Dennis, and my other sec mates were younger cashless fellow. the journey was tough but I had to go through it anyways , that was how I decided to run away from the house , far away from my state with the little money I saved. I ran far from the house to take up life as a pregnant teenager without a skill or certificate.

sometimes I wonder if religion was this strong that it made adults stop using their brains.

I wished my mum had listen and believed med
sometimes I wonder what they could be thinking of me now, the journey back home is never going to be soon but I know someday I will try it.....

No matter what happened I have decided to live and stand for my own daughter

THE END
Do you really know your child? Please remember to like and share

27/05/2023

Happy children's day to Nigerian ' seeds of greatness and future

we were all children but now adults so they will be tomorrow, so train them well