19/09/2023
Over feeling worried of the release of our SSCE result,comes the anxiety of going higher institution
After our SSCE examination, I divided to acquire a skill to build my life, to clear it all "I give night to chance to think about the future while the day serves the part of actualising the nightmares and thought of the night" it's not easy though,but seeing my self on top of the world is my priority
My teacher my "ogbonna elisha" once told me to make the sky my starting point and I never get that off my mind
I started learning fashion designing with the deal of being a fashionista ,lolzz😂😂 funny right
At the working shop my aim always lays on working and learning beyond my masters expectations though it's not easy in addition to the distance from home to the working shop makes it worst but I never complain cause my dream is still unactualised yet
Like it caught me up, the SSCE result was released and am a kind of happy and as well in a full conscious mind, I know that the goal is set now to be achieved
I did well anyway I credited all the subjects that I sat for, and I never mind knowing what my NECO result looks like,though I believe I did well with it
Am not out for the world, I applied for POST UTME exam for a bigger dreams, I lived to be the jew to the street just for this dream to be actualize cause the evidence is really important, there is one slangs in the street that I like saying to anyone who cares, it states " work hard cause if you get poor, there's no evidence to show that you really tried your best cause there's no evidence" I gave brake to going to the work shop cause I really need to study inorder to pass the then fort coming exam and I switched the time to going for tutorials for more better results
But something ussual happen along the line, and what could that be if not "failure" not really failure,yea I called it failure cause it's the first point that leads to any man's failure at my stage, my mom got me a mobile phone,it's a good news right? but days not the point, at first I thought same cause I have the intentions of getting into online tutorials and downloading some past questions and answers for my study of which I did, but along the line I made my phone my best friend instead of my study which used to be, after chores in the morning I will marry my phone instead of upgrading my mentality, and what am even doing with my phone? Em nothing but; watching movies,playing games,and lately got addicted to social media chatting, I know what you're thinking but I didn't do that😂😂😂, as time goes on it keeps getting worst that my mom started complaining about it
It's now on April, and I have less than two weeks to face and conquer jamb, what a dead line moment, I begin to work on my self I sometime switch off my phone so that I can have time for my self,
Like play like play 😂😂, the exam day approached and It was like a dream I even wishes for the cup to pass over me
On that very day it's something else.
Normal human heart beats within 75 times in a minute or more but I can say that my beat up to 90 times if not 100,it was beating so fast that who so ever that stays beside will notice it,it's just like am under epilepsy lolzz😂😂😂 but all glory to God it went well like I never expected
In the exam Hall full of CCTV cameras, and minding the rules that govern the exam system, I have nothing else ringing in my mind but "mind your business" and I never did anything funnier than that then after two hours of exam though I submitted before the time was over,I can't even get my self when I got my self out of the exam Hall,
What a stage of life, I boarded a bus which to me home, while on the bus u still imagine what happened earlier but I can't give any definition of it
When I got home I thanked God for mission well accomplished while I still wonder what my result will look like and putting it all in hand of the almighty, then I resumed work the next day, I know already that my colleagues can't hold those patience any longer as they all will be waiting for me to come a give a clear narration of the my UTME experience,and same with me cause I can't wait as well to give a narration of my encounter in the exam Hall, but I thought it wrong cause after narrating everything to then they couldn't hold their laughter for me to round off my narration
It then got me upset and I wished never to have given it a thought of telling them
Well the did has been done,
FLASH BACK
(Something happened at the tutorial centre but I will tell you in the next chapter
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