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19/02/2024

“I cannot afford to fail. I don’t have a backup. I am the backup.”

Saw a post about this and I can’t help but cry.

How can such one statement describe my whole life’s struggle as a breadwinner / back up of the family?

People often tells me —

“Magrelax ka naman, grabe ka mag-grind, bakit ba sobrang sipag mo?”

“Bakit ka naguiguilty magpahinga?
Hindi naman masamang magpahinga?”

This is the answer.

I CAN’T AFFORD TO FAIL.
I DON’T HAVE A BACK UP.
I AM THE BACK UP.

Unlike others — who have parents / relatives who can help them when they fail?

People who have generational wealth.

I have none.
For I am my own back up plan.

Walang sasalo sakin in case I decided to stop working today.

For this reason,
I can’t afford to make that choice.

You know what’s my only choice?
TO ONLY TAKE A STEP FORWARD.

Because every choice.
Every decision.
Every single action.
Carries the weight that I can’t afford to fail.

Hindi ako pwedeng sumuko at matalo.
Kasi walang sasalo. Kailangang manalo.
Para sa pamilya ko.

At hindi ako pwedeng mangarap lamang ng pansarili ko — dahil buhat ko ang pamilya ko.

This is a battleground I fight — not just for me but also for the stability of my family.

Dati — ang hirap tanggapin.

Bakit ako?
I am a child, too.
And this is my first time living this life too.

But as the time goes by.
Only God and the universe can tell.

That there are burdens and crosses.
Pure bliss and unfathomable blessings.

That only those who are the “back up plans” of their family can fully understand.

Naniniwala pa rin ako na at the end of the day —
God sees my pain & sacrifices.
He sees my heart and my intentions.

And there’s no doubt He won’t do anything to turn things into my favor.

PADAYON SA LAHAT NG BACK UP PLAN NG PAMILYA.

Masakit. Mahirap. Nakakapagod.

Kung pwede lang sumuko.

Pero alam nating hindi pwede
Because we carry the weight of the responsibility to get out your family from poverty.

Darating din ang araw.
Hindi na mangangamba kung sasapat ba.
Kasi sobra sobra pa.

Darating din ang araw.
Hindi na magdadalawang isip kung pwedeng magpahinga.
Dahil kayang kaya na.

Sa susunod — hindi na tayo ang back up plan ng pamilya.

Sa susunod — wala ng magiging back up plan sa pamilya.

caption ctto : Charie G

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