25/03/2024
I think I have feelings for my father. I'm a 19 Years old boy who is single, nmelelewa na single dad, and we still live together.
Last weekend, my dad brought home a guy....who I thought was his friend. They spent the night together in his bedroom. All through the night, I could hear then having s*x. I tip toed to the door to hear them... they even took a shower together. My dad displays some homos*xual behaviour, especially when he's drunk...usually, not a big deal for me. I've always known him.
But after I heard them in the bedroom, I couldn't help it. Aki sijawai feel hivi toward a man. Nmekuwa msee madame until last weekend. That night, they didn't sleep. I walked in on my dad in the kitchen with a short towel barely covering his body. He asked me if everything was okay. I told him yes. Ever since that day, he's been walking around the house in short shorts, shirtless and sometimes even wet. I can't even look him in the eye without getting turned on. I've been avoiding him, but he senses something is off. On Friday, he got drunk and stated, telling me how I've been looking at him funny, and he feels something towards me and didn't want me to leave his side.
I took him to bed buy in his drunken stupor, and he told me to sleep next to him. The following morning, he had his had around me when we woke up, and i could feel him breathing next to me. He pulled me close to him and told me not to leave. He proceeded to take a shower with me in the room, and insisted i do so and made it alright, i change in front of him. He also did the same, and let me tell you, this guy has an amazing body.
On Saturday morning, he requested a hug and told me I looked like my mum. He then gave me a kiss on my forehead. But somehow, I could tell that was not all. We spent the weekend together, laughing and having a good time, and at some point, he looked me in the eye and asked me if i was okay. I tried pulling away, but he pulled me clos