09/01/2021
Give me the mixer back or I'll shot. 😅 I miss playing records so much. I don't know if mentally I can make thought another year like this. They say "stay positive, be strong" but my strength is leaving me and the depression is getting stronger. This is not life or at least not for me.I know, the are those who are much worse off, but I have to think about myself and my mental health. Music make me happy. Point. I need it. I attach myself to the memories, the beautiful ones, here for example I am in Villadossola, years ago, playing with old friends some records for few drunked fans. I miss my old life. See the dawn break, laugh with friends, hugs, the kisses. 😪
