26/09/2020
The essence of what this guy says is exactly how I feel. Hopefully, one day, I can get back behind the decks and fill a dancefloor........
DJing
It’s been over 6 months now, for me, for almost all of us, since I performed live to an audience. This is where I am at today with it…
I started DJing in 1986, in an under 16’s disco in the basement of a church, playing Hip Hop, Soul and 80s Dance, thanks to an old school friend letting me on the decks. In 1988 I went to an Acid House party. Everyone was together. Unity. Love. Peace. Hugs. Holding hands. Smiling. Facing the same way, moving as one organism. That first party changed my life forever. I went from a social existence that involved people getting pi**ed in the pub, dancing round the edges of the discos until they were drunk enough to get in the middle, and punching each other for eyeing up their girlfriends, to the most incredible revolution which sparked a movement which eventually became an industry that grew and grew. It kept growing until (in my opinion) the bubble burst with overkill, greed, and saturation.
Don’t get me wrong - until COVID there were still loads of amazing moments to be had, incredible gigs, big and small, and I have no doubt there still will be in the future, maybe even now in places I don’t know about. BUT - it’s different now. I have been tuning into the social distanced raves that have been happening. I have very kindly been asked to play at a few of them, including ones that some of my DJ friends have done, and enjoyed. Alas, for me, it is currently a no-can-do. Maybe next year I will be up for it - but here is why I am not:
The thing is - if I was a singer, a musician, for example a guitar player, or a theatrical performer, someone who could entertain by my musicianship, my voice, my abilities, I would have no problem at all performing to socially distanced audiences. People separated by barriers, told they have to stay seated, or not be allowed to mingle. That (in my opinion) is different. There is something to see, watch, appreciate, and in a way that being separated is no big deal. But DJing? Not for me. There are many different kinds of DJs and DJ gigs. Its perfectly acceptable to play background music in bars, restaurants, chill out rooms, its fantastic to play rare and hard to find classics to groups of appreciative music lovers and trainspotters, or people out just for the sake of going somewhere after work. That is all good. Me though, I come from Acid House, and when I get on the decks the general intention is to annihilate the place. I want to create havoc. I want people to jump on top of each other, to lose their s**t on the dance floor, I want people to hug the person next to them because they are so lost in the moment. I want people to talk to total strangers. I want community. I want people to come TOGETHER. I want the heat, the sweat, the madness, the euphoria. I desire people to become as one, totally connected.
So I am not doing it. I am not compromising on the social distancing parties as a DJ. I believe that VIP culture destroyed what I loved about most of Ibiza and many other clubs and events around the world. This also involved people being roped apart, told where they can and can’t stand, and not allowed to mingle. Even the best most crazy clubs on the planet succumbed to the money with this culture (you know who you are). The restrictions now, the separation, the rules, the destruction of the unity, the community, and the togetherness, is not what I started DJing for, and neither is the money. That first Acid House party captured me because EVERYONE WAS TOGETHER. I have NEVER lost that spirit, and as a DJ I want to bring people together, not just play music to them. For now, 6 months into my weekly live streams, I still close my eyes and feel into the music, while my friends and fans connect on the live feed and chat about the tunes, the mixing, the cat, the bad dancing, whatever, but they can ALL talk to each other. It’s how it is.
Hopefully 2021 will bring better times, where unity can exist again, togetherness can really happen, and we don’t have to sit down, be separate, and fenced off. Hopefully less people will get sick, more people will get better, we find ways to do things that work for the greater good. I hope and pray for everyone that this comes as soon as it can, and we find a solution.
Peace. Out.