08/02/2022
Firstly, let me begin by stating that I know this is a weird place to post this blatantly self-indulgent screenshot, but I’ve binned off all my personal accounts so it was here or nowhere and frankly, I need the ego boost. Because there I was, at 3am, awake and fretting about my life as it falls apart around my ears - hence the lack of traction with Small Plates magazine - when a word popped into my head. Usually the first of at least three, often four, occasionally six… but not today!
This is of course, a minor achievement, a stroke of luck or weird intuition really, but it’s significance mustn’t be understated: for audio books, wine and word games are all that keep me sane as I trudge through each miserable day just now (I also have two small and beautiful children but the immense joy they bring me is equalled by the chaos they wreak) and this arguably small win, feels like a triumph.
Ephemeral it may be, but it is the first flicker of hope I have felt in a very long time… so thank you,