03/01/2026
I feel so lonely right now. 2025 has been a ride. I expected to start 2026 fresh, but God had other plans. It started with bad news, something that affects only my family, not Sam’s. I don’t know how I’m still standing on my feet, how I’m keeping myself going while ignoring all the facts. I’m fighting this battle all by myself. There is absolutely nobody who truly understands or listens to the battle I’m in.
On top of that, I’m a mother. I don’t even have time to take a break, let alone grieve. I think God is testing His favorite child,but I’m becoming miserable day by day. It feels like I’m stuck in a nightmare that never ends.
Please keep me and my family in your prayers, that's all I can ask for.
