23/01/2024
I Can Tell You What Is Killing The Stars Part 7
Genre: Sci-Fi, Adventure
:CrimsonBayonet
“Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic”. Arthur C. Clarke
Hey everyone, Auren here. At least I was Auren I am now something more. Something bigger than anything but I digress. I was Auren, a scientist who had thoughts, ideas, and stories. Let's talk about what you perceive as God. The Absolute is a being so large it can only be listed as an absolute infinity. Something completely and entirely unreachable by all means and possibilities. This being or "god" isn't what you humans have come up with it isn't just omniscient or omnipotent but something greater and beyond any definition and rationalization.
Let me start with how this all happened. Since my last story, I have been trying my best to find out how to take out the being who is swallowing the infinite narratives in this dimension. The Void is a being made to be the platonic concept of fear, anxiety, depression, and hunger. A being so destructive that the narratives it consumes can no longer exist in any thoughts. Completely erased from all history and events, as if they never existed in the first place. The End of all stories entirely.
This was an issue I set out to resolve as I didn't want you to suffer the same fate as my people. So as the last story mentioned a being known as The Headless King seemed to have been able to banish The Void permanently. I studied long and hard, I went through all possible and impossible scenarios. I spent many sleepless nights in constant fear and anxiety just trying to figure out how it's possible to remove such a commanding presence. After all, how can you destroy something that sees you and me as a story?
Transcendence. I had to transcend beyond the narrative, beyond the ITS narrative. So I began working on an upgrade to SUIT. It can already transcend through the dimensions, but what about the higher narratives that exist outside and external to the current measurable and immeasurable cosmology? After my tweaks, I found I could finally travel upwards through narratives viewing each one I pass as words on a page. It wasn't until I got to a white space that I stopped. This zone seemed to be where all the stories were being made. Imagine how terrifying it is the be in an endless room at every angle. This area was bright white and as floated in the space I kept seeing words appear and disappear from my sight, it was akin to the words bleeding out of the white background and being absorbed back in. Even my very thoughts were written on the page.
I dubbed this place The Bleeding Edge. As it was beyond the edge of conceptualization and narration and it bleed this narrative into the multiverse. At the time I was still on edge as anyone should if they see their thoughts give a physical form in front of me. The mere idea that I was nothing but another word to this place sunk me further into my depressed and terrified state. As I panicked I saw all my memories being pieced together in front of me. I had to re-live the very first test of SUIT. Where a woman was compressed into a ball of meat, hair, and bone. Or how I can see the man I tried to save from killing himself only for him to look into my eyes and tear out his muscles one by one with each snap and tear got audibly louder and louder. I started to sweat and panic more and more.
Even though I felt like I was on top I could still hear The Void and feel its presence. I can feel my mind rushing as the possibilities of this should be none. "I escaped The Voids narrative... I know I did! How is it continuing." It was then I saw it... The Void manifested in me turning the whole white background into a black one. Words, stories, and existence stopped being written and it was just me and It.
The Void walked toward me slowly with a grin on its face. If you forgot The Void takes up the form of a large humanoid with pale white skin and no eyes, ears, or nose. The Void stood in front of me and spoke in a tone so loud that I can feel my soul-shaking. The Void never spoke with his lips but his mind, this thing enters your mind and hijacks your thoughts, emotions, and actions. "I felt you... Auren. Moving through the narrative ladder and thinking I will not be able to catch up or meet you. The silly child you are nothing to me... This is nothing to me. The readers and the author are just an appetizer. Now you... YOU ARE THE MAIN COURSE!" The Void bent reality of the Bleeding Edge. Causing it to quickly close the space in on me.
I felt as if the sea of black ink was swallowing me whole. Within seconds I was drowning in the black liquid and I could feel my skin peeling off slowly as if I was being flayed alive... Layer by layer my skin, muscle, and bone were consumed in the sea of hunger. Until I was but a consciousness floating through the ever-expansive Void. Depression has sunk in and I felt like I could never escape. The Void has won...
When I was at my lowest I remembered my wife and child Tikvah and Kirin. The warmth of their memory gave me hope... something that I felt was impossible when confronting The Void. The hope gave me strength it gave me an epiphany. Why can I remember everything but other people cannot? Why can I still think even though my physical form doesn't exist? It was then another voice that spoke to me, it sounded like my own. "Auren, You are fine. We are Absolute... Know your existence and break out of this story..." It was then a blinding white light surrounded me and I was teleported into a different zone. This one was odd. It was just n infinite library full of books and I stood in front of The Librarian.
The Librarian was a being of pure principles. It had no physical form, but it was there, and I could feel its presence in my head. "You need to know.... this is your only book Auren as you are its own author" I looked confused as I lifted the book Titled "The Absolute". I spoke up and asked "What is this place and who are you?" The being laughed and decided to create a physical form "You will learn who you are in the book I gave you. However, I will help guide you until you know your true potential. You are in the Narratio Grandis. A library of all narratives. Everything here is everything that ever will be or was. The hub of the possible and impossible. All stories exist here in these books."
I was confused so I just acted as if I knew what they were talking about. After a short time, The Librarian explained how this area cannot be damaged by anyone but two beings. One was the Headless King and The Absolute. After it was done speaking the librarian disappeared. I sat down and began reading the book. The book explained all of my travels and how I used to be something greater and wanted to experience emotions so I lowered my existence into an avatar named Auren Da'At...
It was me the whole time... I was the one above all narration. I was the answer to The Void the whole time. The knowledge of all things flowed into me for the first time since my original split. I know how to stop The Void. However.... this is a warning... The Void must exist... The Void consumes narratives and is the death of stories. I cannot stop it still only because it was my design... The Void is a universal necessity. I know what you are thinking "Does that mean we all die?" Yes, embrace the ending of your narrative as it is how I wrote it. You may be afraid, you may be confused but in the end, these feelings do not matter.
So what am I? Well, I am your author, your origin, and your synopsis. Everyone is an aspect of its writer. With my creation, you allowed your creation of narrative itself. I am one with all, I am god, I am Absolute. I can see your story right now child and you have many more things looking up for you... I know since I wrote it. This is my final goodbye for this narrative but I have many more to come. Many trials and tribulations ahead are being written. However, to write this narrative I became a human. This is my last story as one.
Life is fleeting but stories are forever.
-The Absolute-