26/01/2024
"Happy Memories," out today on all streaming platforms, is James Wyatt Crosby's third album and most personal to date. Lyrical themes of memory, dreams, truth, delusion, shame, emotional numbness, nature, love and death are explored throughout the eight tracks, while layers of bedroom and indie rock textures ebb and flow from one song into the next. On album opener "Same Dream Every Night" Crosby sings "Touch me/Tell me a lie/In the same dream every night" while a sadly nostalgic piano line loops and morphs endlessly underneath. These lyrics encapsulate the main contradictions that the album intends to explore: We depend on our dreams, our fantasies and our memories to understand reality and ourselves, but these are all fundamentally fallible, distorted by time and they cannot be fully trusted. Echoes of this contradictory theme are further explored in the album's scruffy, Daniel Johnston-esque title track, where the "Happy Memories" have taken on a darkly obsessive character that has become a haunting burden. Lyrics like "I remember when you sang to me/but now it's over but I have memories/at least" suggest that some of the happiest, most cherished parts of life often turn bittersweet over time.
In between Crosby's musings on dreams and memory, visual metaphors related to eyes, seeing and watching punctuate this album in songs like "Watcher", "Golden Eyes" and in the previously mentioned "Same Dream Every Night", while natural elements such as the sun, rain, fire, and the land crop up repeatedly and are similarly drenched in Crosby's unique brand of dreamy pathetic fallacy.
Happy Memories is an album that reaches towards honest expression all while pointing out that attempts at honesty often fall short and leave something to be desired. This idea is explored via self-parody on bonus track "I Survived to Love You" a song whose lyrics and chords were "written" by unknown online sources and somehow attributed to "James Wyatt Crosby" on a guitar tablature website. Guesses would suggest that AI may be behind the song (although it is unclear as no other version exists online) but the song's mysterious origins led Crosby to record his own version to further play with the idea of truth and authorship.
In an age when authenticity has been relegated to a kind of desirable commodity used to increase virality, James Wyatt Crosby is happy enough to live in and dream of the memories of how it used to be, or rather, how it seemed to be.
Listen to "Happy Memories" by James Wyatt Crosby