22/05/2023
Dear son, My mind is fighting against the decision of my body to quite life's game . my eyes are closed but i sense your will through the fingers laced tightly around my own..
Today your father undergoing lots of stress became useless living creature giving burden stress to your beautiful mummy and not able to fulfil your needs at present. You are growing in such situation that later you may not consider or call me as your dad.
I am so sorry dear, everyone is so entitled, receiving a blessing in this world is never guaranteed. everything i tried but success did not favor me but i have faith on you two, so will try harder hereafter. no matter what will hold you two even i have to sacrifice my own life which you two meant world to me..
