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24/02/2025

When you reconnect with the joys in life. All the colors regain their strength and brightness. It's a great visualization and confirmation when you get your joy back.

02/01/2025

It was 4:34pm... I sit here by mom Annabelle Hicks and I watched as she took her last breath and a tear came rolling out.

When I first got to her, she was able to sorta respond when I was talking to her and showed her videos and audio from loved ones. (I knew it was probably her last push).

I held her hand, let her know everything will work out.
I'm still sitting here by her side.. I tried to sing her gego maawiken..

I'm glad my sister and niece and nephew came down to be here the past few days.

Damn.. no more Ninga 😢 😭😭😭😭

01/10/2024

GREEN DAY! It's the end of September!
Ehhh jk

I went to Mystery Movie night at Marcus theaters.. The mystery movie that's not in theaters was White Bird.. pretty good film.

More progress.. figuring out what works best for me, in the gym.

I got 3 months! 3 months to finish the year off with a good cut! All this discipline makes more things seem possible.

I got my goggles on and ready to see how else I can push/pull myself.

I hope September was good for you!
Much love!

No Diddy lol

02/09/2024

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21/08/2024

2nd day, I got my walk on!
44 miles to go..
Nice Pic from the walk.

I was pretty exhausted and I had to retire some walking shoes. I could feel the empty air pockets on my feet. Didn't feel good but I was well into my walk.

Eventually, I made it to the gym, as you could tell by my natural looking pose. Lol
Then, I made it home and got my protein fix.

Now, I'm down to 1 pair of walking shoes. I do have a new pair of reebok that I have up for sale.. I'll check them out later and see if I want them..

But that's all for now.. good morning!

06/08/2024

You're feeling off today, but that's one beautiful sun setting sky..

05/08/2024

I'm always chillin' in life, but I'm here at this next stop in life, and I'm ready for this journey to begin.

Sign.. I found this nice piece of art.. gotta find the right spot for it, but I am the director!

01/08/2024

27/07/2024

In the end, we all become memories and stories

14/07/2024

Finally, I went to find a photo board.. it makes the work so much easier.. knocked out a good amount last night before bed.. buckethat!

14/07/2024

I finally went ahead and bought my first New Balance shoes.. no questions needed.. I'm getting sh&& done!

Like, I got my mom to take a selfie and both me and my youngest son photo bombed it.

After, 3 days of hating myself for not making it to the gym..I made it..
I'm hugging myself for it.

I got that new balance.. ehhhh

07/07/2024

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07/07/2024

I found the box with my colored light bulbs. So now I got my vibes back.

Also, I finally finished editing a full video again. The weather was weather.

It sux that my laptop battery has to stay plugged in. Otherwise, it dies right away. Well, not really. It's charged, but it turns off in about 5 minutes.

Either way, I'm glad I'm done with one. I'm waiting for it to render, and then I can upload it.

30/06/2024

Movies have always been part of my self care regimen. Even if it's going alone, it's still an escape into whatever is on the big screen.
I got to watch .. I never heard so much chewing and breathing in movie theater go on so much before. Lol
It was a pretty good movie..
Oh yeah, and I also picked up a burrito, which was really good, as well.

28/06/2024

Niiiiice 1.5 million views

Just posted an actual full video. I've been slacking on the editing. But it's way cool to see I'm getting some views.

28/06/2024

It was my first time having chicken tenders... and this was mouth-watering. I was shocked how good they were.
Before going, I didn't think much. So I never tried. Well, I regret that choice. When I die, that'll be the biggest regret of my life.

Lol
But Canes is the spot!

27/06/2024

I had a pretty creepy nightmare...
Could it be because of my bedroom vibe? Or something else?

Or could be because ooooh ice cream! Peanut butter cup blizzard

22/06/2024

Another humid day..
What a better way than to find a dairy queen and enjoy a mini blizzard.
I got myself the royal cheesecake strawberry.

My daily outing.